today i woke up and rolled over and looked at the alarm clock and rolled over again and hid my head beneath the duvet and closed my eyes tight against the world.

i can’t.

two dangerous little words. almost as dangerous as i must.

i’m reaching the breaking point here. something’s got to give. several people have said to me “don’t make any snap decisions” when talking to me about my job. but i don’t know – what makes a decision a snap one? is it snap when it’s decided in a split second, decided over spilt tears, decided without looking at the weather forecast when you haven’t got your umbrella? decided based on your emotions and not your bank balance? or decided based on selfish desires and not the greater good?

in any case, something’s going to snap and i feel like the best thing would probably be a decision rather than my sanity.

on a lighter note, i went to see “The Life Aquatic” last night. it’s excellent. I recommend it highly. when we emerged from the cinema i felt like i’d awakened from a dream full of technicolour jellyfish and fairy lights.

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