a poem for winter
dark nights
seeping
spilled ink pooling on paper
indelible marks
smudged beneath my eyes
which crinkle at the corners
rheumy pains in my shoulder
and i protest:
i’m still young!
death is not yet allowed this stealthy
encroachment
pains reach down
with branching fingers
tubers in the loamy earth
i am conscious, certainly
uncertain
this tangible self
warm, cold, shivering, ecstatic
electrical conduit
turbulent pool of water
murky with mud and earth
and clay
gracefully clumsy
with the grace of god
there go I
my rheumy shoulder
my prematurely wrinkled eyes
that see tomorrow approach
just a big minute away
from becoming today
and the majestic oak
calmly reaching toward
the sky
stretching out,
sending ropes down
into the very womb of the earth
counting years like days
that accumulate on the surface
of its tangible self
insects chewing on blighted leaves
and rheumy limbs
that reach towards the sun
regardless
